wouldn't this better.

i wish to live a simple life.
sipping a warm cappucino along with a book.
listening to problems of people who wish to seek my solutions.
able to make others' day with a smile.
no manipulation of others' lives.
being very clear in my own objectives.
having no bills to worry;
life without mind boggling issues
that means no extension of my live towards lavishness.
friends for life.
accept life's imbalances.
able to fathom that happiness and sadness is a temproary phase.
able to live my life without others' jibes and killing vibes.
to practice a controlled tongue onto others and make sure others do likewise unto me.
to be respected silently and feared openly. (trust me this is better than vice versa, as ppl will challenge one out of curiousity if you're spoken highly at most times and start mocking you with their own thoughts)

ForeignEd

Some look like it, but they don't seem like it
Some show it off with what they don't have.
Some speak it with when their heart didn't link with it.

I have been through all of these alone.

I paying a big price for my dreams. Which all resolves as soon as this good year ends.

I'm still the same girl.
..........

A girl who is living in 'foreign' land. Yes I'm the "FOREIGNED" Citizen. I live in my own house like a foreigner, I work as if I'd lost the job and "citizenship".

I wanna achieve as much as possible before the same episode of ill memories hit me again.
Seriously I don't know what I want in this "foreign" land. Everything seems new and scary to me.

a baby facing the harsh world

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends

After all that we've been throughI know we're cool
I know we're coolWe used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're coolI know we're cool
Yeah, I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been


Will still love you, best when you're far away and happy...
8 years...still counting till its all gone...
Not easy as you're always,
Always in my mind.

Love You Always...