Thursday, August 27, 2009

"A" can be a "B but "B" be an "A"?

Today was a rainy wet weather day. I woke up with laziness weighing on my eyes. Glanced at my mobile it was 7.30am. As usual I climbed down my bed, walked to my wardrobe mirror and thought to myself 'hmm should I wash my hair or not?' Well it was greasy. So I shall... But the hair needs a major make over, I thought... Guess gotta go to my fave Hair Stylist at JB this weekend again.

Then as I turned behind to the door, a pile of fresh laundry lying adjacent was staring at me. If only I had a maid, I pleaded. But anyway my family and I detest the idea of maid interfering our space though she might be handful. Ransacked through the clothes basket and picked my attire for the day for ironing.

So I walked to the kitchen. Damn... The hot water flask isn't on. So turned it on grumbling and tellin my mom... Pls turn it on in the morning. I need my cuppa to wake me up. Then impatiently I headed to the fridge. Grabbed apple juice and drank while walking towards the main door for the papers.

Cant remember what I was reading but it mentioned something of ...err ok I cant recall... Because my Bro was screaming ... Yucks how can you drink without brushing your teeth. With bated breath, I replied... I rather brush stained teeth than stain a brushed teeth.....

He shook his head hard. It seems like I've done the a gross deed. Man It is my life. Let me be myself.
Yeah Fair Enough...

After soothing shower got dressed and up drove up to work,cruising mostly at average 90km/h.

Day at Work was blah blah blah. Till someone was msning me and told me something similar along my morning's witty reply...

A WILD GAL CAN BE CONSERVATIVE
BUT A CONSERVATIVE GAL CAN'T BE WILD...

So its ok to be WILD EH??? :-)
That was Double Edge Sword Comment for sure...

Have a Wild Day Folks...
Cos today the planets may tinkle the Venus in You... ;-)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

I Fear the Unknown

I ain't proud of myself anymore. Something is going amiss. I think alot. But Beg to differ. Life seems dangerously stagnant.

Am dangerously going for the wrong kind of people. I know that I can never get such a true form of happiness in life.

I want a break badly. Cos I hate myself for who I am. I cant see this positivity in myself anymore. Even if the movie Pursuit to Happyness well suits to what I am feeling now. I don't want to watch it. Money ain't everything after all.

I feel for all the ladies who are divorced and stranded as single moms struggling. Ma salute to you all.

Friday, August 21, 2009

ForeignEd

Some look like it, but they don't seem like it
Some show it off with what they don't have.
Some speak it with when their heart didn't link with it.

I have been through all of these alone.

I paying a big price for my dreams. Which all resolves as soon as this good year ends.

I'm still the same girl.
..........

A girl who is living in 'foreign' land. Yes I'm the "FOREIGNED" Citizen. I live in my own house like a foreigner, I work as if I'd lost the job and "citizenship".

I wanna achieve as much as possible before the same episode of ill memories hit me again.
Seriously I don't know what I want in this "foreign" land. Everything seems new and scary to me.

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