Why complain

Oh guys..
why complain?
move on with a new solution
why gossip?
get going with your pending job

After all politics, gossips, bitching is not going to get you anywhere.
Whats the point?

You will still be tapping the "peep" ezlink card in the mercedes bus and your boss will be driving home in his convertible. So no point kicking a fuss.

Recuperating

I'm recuperating. there are so many things happening.
Healing myself from my wasted early twenties. now that i've gotten a good job, all i need is to just adjust and enjoy the days to come. But the most i need for now is just some time and strong health.

have been falling sick for quite some time. thats not so me. i hate queues in clinics. luckily the bills are being footed by my co. Hospital expenses are really on its sky rocket heights nowadays. the pain on my back which was thought to be some kidney disorder isn't really anything linked to that. only will get to know through other tests on the month of April. Its been annoying when i've been on a 'fire' and this pain comes out of nowhere. prayers have been on my mind on most days.

bala~n~cing

Today is Good Friday. I'm not supposed to work. But I did. With the leisure of my laptop, obviously on my lap, and negotiating on the phone with a balding million dollar owner of a landed property. As I was explaining him how this insurance could save his family free from debts should he die. I meant his house and its loan tenure. I felt like a cool professional you would see on TV. A cool lad(y) sipping coffee and on the phone negotiotes with an hard to miss prospect.

And definitely there is more to life to come. As I was looking through his loan documents, (nothing P&C as I've not mentioned his name) he earns $17,000 a month and some Director of a Banking Institute. How would I wish that I could be one of the man like this. Wishfully, before I turn 40.

Is money really that hard to be earned? Obviously not. Its the unpredictable consequences I guess. Few days ago I attended a meditation seminar. I was told by my trainer a story.

'' In this world there are three type of men. You suit yourself accordingly. In a bottom of a River waterfall there were 3 men. They are situated against the current. 1 men bravely decides to swim against the current and land upstream. An impossible feat but that possible. He achieves to the north stream but is panting, tired, sick and asks the last question-- Why am I here for?

The second man has the mantra GO WITH THE FLOW. Decides to flow with the currents and not argue or defy the nature. He is obviously ambitionless

The 3rd man- is the one who goes with flow and sits like a backpacker and absorbing the energy by resting whever possible. Hard to achieve but thats the challenge of life. Balancing your life at every opportunity."

I know that my line of work is not easy. As told by everyone let it be verbally, signallings or even by resigning. Its my challenge to upheld. The money is there. For those who masters the art of balancing.

Signing of by a Libran