Why do I hate the Tula Raasi- the natives of Chitrai, Swathi & Visagam

They make my life miserable.

These Libran moons. They swoon for others attention. They will act tough, mean & baddies but they flick like a TNT laden car in explosive situations.

Hardly practical, slow movers, egoistic, easy to please & easy to disturb.

One demanded my attention & when that person got it, that person fly away.

The other supposedly not to contact me. But still keeping in touch like nothing has happened.

They leave with hatred & come back like shamelessly.

Highly moody mom who can't handle her stress. Often sharing her problem in futile cos when she shares she only speak & refuse to listen to their solutions.

Dad so egoistic & often bothered less. His own world; freedom, appetite, friends, mattered than anything else. Sometimes he will never get what he's
Missing.

Some few arse holes spoke like their hard macho flirts. But when the gal challenged him with indifference & nonchalance they flew away citing incompatibility like some chaste sons.

Then this nincompoop thinks he's handsome & rich, end up losing more
Money in some court cases. (refer to Nothing should be guaranteed)

Not every1 is bad: they work hard, they last long & make popular centre of attention ESP in family matters. But who cares when this "star of relations" can't handle their lovely other halves.

Contradicting Theory

Did you know that Librans usually find themselves in conflicting positions unlike other animal or human symbol zodiac signs.Astrologically speaking I'm a contradicting person. Being a Libra I'm someone who cant deny that my thoughts get into confusion when scaling both the ugly and good facts.

I love books. If you're short of idea on what to get for me on my birthdays, just give me something to read. I'll be more than happy. That explains why my simple ikea shelf has one of the most sophisticated reading materials relating to the mind powers, spiriutal& holy, self-help, stories of famous people and touching newspaper/magazine articles. All of these books have one thing in common. When I'm down these priceless writings would perk me up. They are my anti biotics to kill any sorta viral like stresses and sadness.

In total I would say I've gotten about 50 such reading materials. But quite sometime back, whenever I'm need of an energetic potion, I'll only ransack through the astrology books. I realised that there are much better proven ideas to succeed in life and why am I still referring to unguaranteed predictions? This in fact was degrading to those 50 odd books authors' pragmatic ideas.

When I open up to the contents of those books, I'll get hooked on it. Often calculating my current planetary positions and then will start Looking through the Internet for explanation. It is an never ending search. Like opening a Pandora box.

However,now its a different story. After consulting many astrologers, this is what one would say eventually. No Matter what your star sign is, have strong faith in yourself and in God. No man can be shaken when his mind is filled with the positivity. No Man succeed because he has the best planetary positions in his chart but because he is willing to sacrifice.

Last and this year is suppose to be the best part of my time. But today I'm stuck in a rut. Like Fuck I'll say. These horoscope predictions are bullshit.
I've decided to throw those books. I've no more horoscope books on my shelf...
I chose to Have trust in myself. I rather Learn how to pray and Learn how to be morally right...

"…The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective" (James 5:16).

scorpio moon

Sometimes things happen for a reason and you cant help but to brood with regrets and lonliness. In order to move on I did some research on myself and I like the intepretation of my characteristic. You know its not fun being myself. But the least I can do is have subtleness in my actions reduce the spice...

So bring on the right lover...

Faint heart never won a Scorpio female. It takes a man who knows exactly what he wants to hold his ground against a woman born under this sign.

Scorpio woman is very emotional, very affectionate, and very demanding. She is not interested in a light flirtation or a bed for the night. Neither does she believe in sharing. Any man who thinks it isn’t necessary to sign a treaty just because he’s having an affair would do well to avoid getting involved with a Scorpio female. She believes in treaties with irrevocable clauses and lots of fine print spelling out just what you can’t do.

How does she get away with being so possessive and jealous? Because she is a marvlous, fascinating, irresistable woman– exciting in the bedroom, entertaining in the living room. She carries with her an enticing air of mystery. She can drive a man to the brink of despair and with a gesture summon him back to the heights of happiness.

There is no in-between with this explosive female. With any other woman of the zodiac, you can work out some sort of compromise about who has rights and who has suffered wrongs. Not with her. You have to knuckle under and make the best of your bargain, or settle for living in the middle of a permanent earthquake.

Love is very important to her, and she can turn on enough magnetism to attract any man. If a man is really special, she is willing to play the role of aggressor. Her dynamo starts to whir as soon as her remarkable intuitions tell her that this man is someone she’ll be happy with. Her intuitions are rarely wrong. She is gifted with the ability to penetrate into hidden secrets of human nature.
Scorpio is a water sign, and like all the water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) this woman is very susceptible to the feelings of others. Her most intense desire is for a close, committed union. In a relationship she cannot bear coldness or casualness or a feeling that she is being shunted aside. When she is in love she is at her most vulnerable, for then a lover can hurt her without even knowing it. Another woman might forgive and forget, but when a Scorpio woman is hurt she will always strike back. If necessary, she will destroy.

However, despite what you’ve heard about Scorpio’s willful, passionate nature, she is a faithful mate to the man she chooses for her own. Hers is a fixed sign, and she possesses an enduring capacity for loyalty. A man could not have a fiercer ally. If a Scorpio woman loves you, she will defend and protect you with her dying breath. What she demands is constancy–what she offers is fidelity. She is possessive, but most men with a Scorpio woman in their lives will tell you they want nothing more than to be possessed by her.

Astrology

Yesterday I was chatting with Jeena. I wish I didn't open that book of astrology and offered her some help of mine.

From the year of 2005 to 2006, I was addicted to this subject. It was a calling. My deep desires to understand the human relations and our minds were fast and raging. I'll remember doing intensive reaserches, that see me through without food but just coffee and cigarrettes.

Drawing these 9 blocks, intepreting my natal charts, finding out why humans behave in such manner thrilled me than none other. Understanding each and every exaltations and detriments of planets. To the extent that I would go to temple not to pray to Vinayagar, Murugan or anyone else but to the 9 planets that are located at the corner of the temple.

My reason being simple. I didn't believe that powers are recieved by just praying. Therefore we don't get our energies by offering the favourite foods and particular colored silk towels to the 9 planets. Our bodies are in need of such energies. When we give offerings to such planets it is equivalent to welcoming their good effects(minusung their negative energies) into our lives, bodies and minds.

Well to cite a popular example, would be where many would offer black sesame seeds on Saturday to cool off Saneeswaran(Planet Saturn)- just to evade from his miseries.

Likewise I would do such but not to him. To the planet Venus. It would be offering of white towels and jasmine and saying her mantra. Now this is what I meant of praying-my style. True enough things did paid off. With its fair share of ups and downs. I been to places which I would only dreamt of. I saw the greek Goddess of Venus-Milo. Its not miracle but believing that overpowering ourselves with these planets.

One of my most highly read about planet would be the moon planet.
It depicts the most detailed story line of every individual. In my life I just wish that there is this one Moon that will never show up in my life. The taurus moon-Rohini nakshatra. It reeks the extremes in my life. An astrologer once told me that in my life Rohini would be my worse lover and enemy. For now I believe that my sagas with these natives of that nakshtra has ended.

Well I hope not all Rohinis would engrave such impacts. Good to know that our funky Jeena is not of such... HaHaHa...

Just a tip. I've learnt that Astrology should be a guideline. To understand ourselves better. But not to blindly imply their predictions as mentioned by some paid expert. In the Gita, it is once said that one who understands himself is equal to understanding the world itself.
Its all within ourselves.