No way Am I doing that...

No way I'm getting married. Few months ago, I almost fell into that trap of marriage. Thought is fun to get married, BUT HELL NO:

I'm not handling 1.unruly children, 2.my horny man, 3.bossy in laws, 4.ageing parents.

How do I wish that cohabitation is cool here...
I cant handle juggle roll and please others in the name of marriage.

Can I just be in love, just be in love with my job, holidays planning and executing it, nice cosy home, make love with my man & be free

Just a mini car driving us wild not the children.

A small garden where we plan and appreciate our hardwork and let the flowers/plants to reproduce but not us.

Mummy I know you're saving $$ but Mommy pls give me that cash. I'd rather study.

Traditional, conventional, typical marriage is indeed not for me...
why should i pay thousands of dollars to please others with a hearty meal. Ok yes their blessing is there but look, its all tit for tat. Afterall people who attend weddings might just place their 'hong bao' & go back with a souvenier and filled tummy, some with intoxicated liver. Oooh after tat, wat we spend is hardly what we get back.

I don't understand the joy in getting married. Again, Mommy pass me the $$$, I'd rather study and learn about life & get ahead far and better as what the psychic told me.

You know that I cant even keep my room clean, how to keep a home clean. You did a very good job, but you literally slogged through it. I don't want to suffer. I've disastrous mood swings and I'm nowadays running away from problems than facing em.

This year taught me how to handle emotions, stress & many many others, yet I feel its not enough.
& No way I'm gonna struggle even more by getting married...

What I'm feeling...right now

Two weeks away it feels like the whole world should've changed

But I'm home nowAnd things still look the same

I think I'll leave it till tomorrow to unpack

Try to forget for one more night

That I'm back in my flat on the road

Where the cars never stop going through the night

To a life where I can't watch sunset

I don't have timeI don't have time

[Chorus:]I've still got sand in my shoes

And I can't shake the thought of youI should get on, forget you

But why would I want toI know we said goodbye

Anything else would've been confused but I wanna see you again

Tomorrow's back to work and down to sanity

Should run a bath and then clear up the mess I made before I left here

Try to remind myself that I was happy here

Before I knew that I could get on the plane and fly away

From the road where the cars never stop going through the night

To a life where I can watch sunset and take my time,Take all our time

[Chorus]I wanna see you again

Two weeks away, all it takes to change and turn me around I've fallen

I walked away and never said that I wanted to see you again

[Chorus x2]I wanna see you againI wanna see you again

Begone jane, Become Lady Susan

Dear Jane A,

I, Lady Susan, my dreams are coming true.
wishes that I penned in my lil notebook lettered to God is getting materialised.
All in a surprise from someone I didn't expect to be.

Becoming jane or becoming you is becoming serious.
As I aspire to be the wonder woman, but would my average joe succumb to support me?
This time, Jane, decided to allow someone serious to be involved in my life.

becoming jane or becoming you means getting life moving forward, yet letting off the hard hold but swaying according to the wind direction.
You, Jane, finally decided to marry the "Rich" Noble Man & be humble good wife. How tough is that?
Lest it seems that your ambitions might be distorted or comes along in a harder rough road.

Jane, I feel that I can still have that "Austen legend" in me as long my emotions don't get the better of me.

It should be the perserverence & manipulation convincing power that gets me going.

With love,
Becoming of Lady Susan V. from Jane A.
NTY

a baby facing the harsh world

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends

After all that we've been throughI know we're cool
I know we're coolWe used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're coolI know we're cool
Yeah, I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been


Will still love you, best when you're far away and happy...
8 years...still counting till its all gone...
Not easy as you're always,
Always in my mind.

Love You Always...

If I were A Man, I'd die for her...........

pack up pack up

Look back on all the things you said.

They all keep running through my head.

I just wish you would come to your senses, but do you know what love is?

I didn't know love until I knew you,but you just had to break my heart in two.

I wish you would come fix it like you did before, instead of me sitting here crying on the floor.

I try not to think about it,but when I have nothing to do,all that's in my head are memories of you.

I keep wanting and hoping that you'll come back to me, and never again will you leave.

But today I feel you rather pack up and leave.

This will be last post dedicated to you.

The more intensive the feeling ...the more intensive my hatred towards you.

At the end of the day, you just still somekinda A**H*** I've ever come across...

Whoops, cant help but this is the truth...

note to Z Cutie: hey hey, I've come to learn his ugly side... anyway thanks for expressing ya concerns of us...

I'll just wait...

you know wat.

Are you there forever?

You are one big confusing man...
When I ignored you before, you'll came begging for my attention every night-
To meet you at a corner for some carcinogen sticks.

My eyes were stuck to the diluted white fumes and you watched through my eyes fishing for signals of attachment.
Praying that I'll still have the same old crush towards you.
But I crushed your hopes when I voiced out my dates and beaus.

You stroked my skin, without any reciprocation on my side
And would shamelessly tell that me you are still attracted to me more than any other women.
I most probably ignored your words & arrogantly told you that my Mars is in Scorpio and probably its natives are highly attractive among opposite sex.
You questioned it to be a Curse or Boon?

Love or seduction?

You diligently put up with my stuck-up attitude and carry on caressing me.
If I were to cry a lil pain you’d instantly massage me.

But now…. When I run back to you the same way as you did, you are so…
Karmic enough, I’m carrying your curse.

Please say that you’re still the same…
I can’t accept you to be indifferent….
Look into me and say Please Leave Me…
I will discard the years from us.




Great lovers never got Married