Issues have been let loose. Feel like I'm struggling to get back to my form at work.
Current economic situation has been weakening the situ. In total 6 lapses from my insurance clients and still counting.
Meanwhile, Friends and family issues take a toll on me. Demanding and high expectation of friends are down too much to handle. At times I feel lighter without them, but that is never the case to be.
In times like this I miss my poly days so much. My motivated peers. We would always be moving forward with grades, medal achievements and thinking of the job we would hold in the future. I know that I have no right to compare. I need to still learn that angle.
Soccer was another avenue. Trainings, laughter and love mess kept me and others so much lighter. Yes money was lacking then, but not fun and love.
Now it has changed to a total different direction.
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