Move forward

To whom it may concern,

I tend not to hold too much grudges and just learn to move on.
Even if you hate me for such character, probably I'll still come back to you as friends. Much because due to the fact that tomorrow is not confirmed and not guranteed. Thus why hold grudges and hatred for too long.

It took me too long to change from that pessismistic me. Its now hard to be such again. I need to move on from people who keep ranting of their difficulties with others. When I provided you help and ideas to move forward, you seem to be reiterating on it again and again. Whats the point? Isn't it time to move away and be less available. You can but you couldn't and I didn't see it.

If you are one who share the same passion as I do, probably you will not bother much about things that has no hope. Not many I know do...

Perhaps if I were to interfere and hold you back you'll find me harsh. Thus I choose to ignore such calls.
Since young I have seen women losing much in the name of love and sympathy. I wonder if I want to end up in such area. I choose not to, thus I chidded you and many others away.

Lately there have been lotsa commotions. Worsening economic conditions has shown a toll in my earnings lately, apart from some unpromising clients who lapsed my cases. Previously a drought in roadshows made less revenue for me.

Old debts arise out of nowhere. Its time to settle as there is no such thing as free lunch.

School has started. Speak about timing and rest. I'm not aware of them anymore. Assignments will dread and not to mention-Exams.

Till the end of the year- I've in total 9 roadshows. No more weekends off. The irritating questions is will I be allowed to focus on Insurance products. That will be known in due time.

MY long time beau, whom I still keep faith, because we've been there for each other is showing signs of hopelessness(this word is cited from his mouth). No faith in future with us. So I've to move forward and not show any emotions towards it.

Lastly, in my family 2 young boys have lost their mother, my mom has lost her sister-in law and her brother has lost his partner. Too much emotions dwelling with them. But if I were to look into all the above mentioned matters emotionally, I'll drown. They need me much to help them. I will without seeking anything in return but just happines.

I've no choice but to ignore the sadness and move forward with solutions...

Read my astrology intepretations.

For now and always it has been my dearest solace. Full of positivism and light of hope.

-8 Libra/Scorpio
The combination of your Sun sign and your Moon sign denotes a nature that is independent of mind and action, thought and expression. You are both mentally quick and penetrating, with an absorbing curiosity. Thus, you are a ready student, precocious, and wanting to make rapid strides in the world. Your superb logic and analytical abilities are wrapped in a wave of emotionalism.

You have a detective approach to things. Sneaking up on a question, figuring out what it is you want to achieve, and pouncing on it with full force. This is not a vague and undecided Libra. There is spice in your nature, excess and extremes in your actions. You have a strong sense of justice, and you can fly off the handle when you feel you have been treated unfairly. On the surface you can seem docile and amiable, but underneath you'll fight at the drop of a hat.

You are a born idealist and rebel, a radical, always on the side of change, progress and novelty. You are an enthusiast in all matters, and have little time for people that pussy foot around and seem to lack conviction. Your interests are broad and sweeping...ideas, philosophies, the arts. So you're inclined more to the professions or the artistic, instead of a business career.