scorpio moon

Sometimes things happen for a reason and you cant help but to brood with regrets and lonliness. In order to move on I did some research on myself and I like the intepretation of my characteristic. You know its not fun being myself. But the least I can do is have subtleness in my actions reduce the spice...

So bring on the right lover...

Faint heart never won a Scorpio female. It takes a man who knows exactly what he wants to hold his ground against a woman born under this sign.

Scorpio woman is very emotional, very affectionate, and very demanding. She is not interested in a light flirtation or a bed for the night. Neither does she believe in sharing. Any man who thinks it isn’t necessary to sign a treaty just because he’s having an affair would do well to avoid getting involved with a Scorpio female. She believes in treaties with irrevocable clauses and lots of fine print spelling out just what you can’t do.

How does she get away with being so possessive and jealous? Because she is a marvlous, fascinating, irresistable woman– exciting in the bedroom, entertaining in the living room. She carries with her an enticing air of mystery. She can drive a man to the brink of despair and with a gesture summon him back to the heights of happiness.

There is no in-between with this explosive female. With any other woman of the zodiac, you can work out some sort of compromise about who has rights and who has suffered wrongs. Not with her. You have to knuckle under and make the best of your bargain, or settle for living in the middle of a permanent earthquake.

Love is very important to her, and she can turn on enough magnetism to attract any man. If a man is really special, she is willing to play the role of aggressor. Her dynamo starts to whir as soon as her remarkable intuitions tell her that this man is someone she’ll be happy with. Her intuitions are rarely wrong. She is gifted with the ability to penetrate into hidden secrets of human nature.
Scorpio is a water sign, and like all the water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) this woman is very susceptible to the feelings of others. Her most intense desire is for a close, committed union. In a relationship she cannot bear coldness or casualness or a feeling that she is being shunted aside. When she is in love she is at her most vulnerable, for then a lover can hurt her without even knowing it. Another woman might forgive and forget, but when a Scorpio woman is hurt she will always strike back. If necessary, she will destroy.

However, despite what you’ve heard about Scorpio’s willful, passionate nature, she is a faithful mate to the man she chooses for her own. Hers is a fixed sign, and she possesses an enduring capacity for loyalty. A man could not have a fiercer ally. If a Scorpio woman loves you, she will defend and protect you with her dying breath. What she demands is constancy–what she offers is fidelity. She is possessive, but most men with a Scorpio woman in their lives will tell you they want nothing more than to be possessed by her.

"A" can be a "B but "B" be an "A"?

Today was a rainy wet weather day. I woke up with laziness weighing on my eyes. Glanced at my mobile it was 7.30am. As usual I climbed down my bed, walked to my wardrobe mirror and thought to myself 'hmm should I wash my hair or not?' Well it was greasy. So I shall... But the hair needs a major make over, I thought... Guess gotta go to my fave Hair Stylist at JB this weekend again.

Then as I turned behind to the door, a pile of fresh laundry lying adjacent was staring at me. If only I had a maid, I pleaded. But anyway my family and I detest the idea of maid interfering our space though she might be handful. Ransacked through the clothes basket and picked my attire for the day for ironing.

So I walked to the kitchen. Damn... The hot water flask isn't on. So turned it on grumbling and tellin my mom... Pls turn it on in the morning. I need my cuppa to wake me up. Then impatiently I headed to the fridge. Grabbed apple juice and drank while walking towards the main door for the papers.

Cant remember what I was reading but it mentioned something of ...err ok I cant recall... Because my Bro was screaming ... Yucks how can you drink without brushing your teeth. With bated breath, I replied... I rather brush stained teeth than stain a brushed teeth.....

He shook his head hard. It seems like I've done the a gross deed. Man It is my life. Let me be myself.
Yeah Fair Enough...

After soothing shower got dressed and up drove up to work,cruising mostly at average 90km/h.

Day at Work was blah blah blah. Till someone was msning me and told me something similar along my morning's witty reply...

A WILD GAL CAN BE CONSERVATIVE
BUT A CONSERVATIVE GAL CAN'T BE WILD...

So its ok to be WILD EH??? :-)
That was Double Edge Sword Comment for sure...

Have a Wild Day Folks...
Cos today the planets may tinkle the Venus in You... ;-)

I Fear the Unknown

I ain't proud of myself anymore. Something is going amiss. I think alot. But Beg to differ. Life seems dangerously stagnant.

Am dangerously going for the wrong kind of people. I know that I can never get such a true form of happiness in life.

I want a break badly. Cos I hate myself for who I am. I cant see this positivity in myself anymore. Even if the movie Pursuit to Happyness well suits to what I am feeling now. I don't want to watch it. Money ain't everything after all.

I feel for all the ladies who are divorced and stranded as single moms struggling. Ma salute to you all.

ForeignEd

Some look like it, but they don't seem like it
Some show it off with what they don't have.
Some speak it with when their heart didn't link with it.

I have been through all of these alone.

I paying a big price for my dreams. Which all resolves as soon as this good year ends.

I'm still the same girl.
..........

A girl who is living in 'foreign' land. Yes I'm the "FOREIGNED" Citizen. I live in my own house like a foreigner, I work as if I'd lost the job and "citizenship".

I wanna achieve as much as possible before the same episode of ill memories hit me again.
Seriously I don't know what I want in this "foreign" land. Everything seems new and scary to me.

It is not the end.

So much of rage
To see numbers escalate in my age
I cant dance it off like you MJ,
to retreat in disarray.

So FrustrateD. Lowest point in my Life.

I've a car coming up. But I guess no one would be as eagerless as I am.
Friends tell me watch the expenses. That was when the times were good and fog was no where to be seen.

The moment the strategy change in my organisation no one welcomed it with open arms as one could imagine.
Sales dropped and so did the revenue. It feels like being a poor kid again. Something familiar and unwanted especially with the never-ending expenses.
Lest hope not the stress and tension.

All I can do for now is Hope for the High Spirit to Hit Me Again.
I need the money. I need my shape. I need my arrogance. I need my Power.

I NeeD My Presence to be felt. Confidence may be restored. Keeping pride in Check.
I am that Millionaire by the Age 32. (one year after me golden age 31.)

Lord, Pls don't make me regret getting my new White Knight Asset.
Amen

is it my mistake if
I can see through your stupid take.
Smell your ulterior motive
without any utterance.
wreck ya guts in your loins.
Expose your weakness.
If I find myself to be strong
You try to prove I'm wrong.
Don't challenge me too deep.
just don't push yourself too hard.
You appear like a fool.

Equation in the Minds- To simplify it

Frustrations + enjoyment, guilt +pleasured, happy + tearful, funny + lame, stupid + narrowly intelligent, agressive + too forgiving, spendthrift + splurger,
pretty + yet loner, friendly , + loner, attracting+ loner, well-off = LONER.

Aah now I've figured. The answer is 'loner'. Cant define the emptiness. It is a void which I find it at night and the morning after I start measuring the space. In the evening I would fill it up, but during the wee hours of sleep I realise it is not filled after all...

So I look for Green and Cool Mr. Viceroy for all the sessions of the day. He's a Sensation when Flamed. Enters into me and gives me a insatiable heat. And he leaves without any signal killing me softly.