saying something stupid like I love you

she draws a heavy sigh looking at the mirror.
the stoic glass of red wine is left half filled on the dressing table.

she looks at the wrinkle cream, guessing its content left.
looks at the improvement of her wrinkle on her eyes.
bereaves at the impact of aging.

she knows that her man is losing interest.
he can't recognise her to be the woman of her dreams.
though his wedding band is the only witness to that dreams of his.

yet he comes over and kisses her cheek.
encouraging every line on her face is a glory path for their love.
never once to give up on his love.
and wishes her happy annivesary...

and i wish that would be a perfect upcoming scene in my life one day some day...

I know I stand in line, until you think you have the time

To spend an evening with me

And if we go someplace to dance,

I know that theres a chance

You wont be leaving with me

And afterwards we drop into a quiet little place

And have a drink or two

And then I go and spoil it all,

by saying something stupid

Like: I love you

I can see it in your eyes, that you despise the same old lies

You heard the night before

And though its just a line to you, for me its true

It never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say

To make the meaning come through

But then I think Ill wait until the evening gets late

And Im alone with you

The time is right your perfume fills my head, the stars get red

And oh the nights so blue

And then I go and spoil it all,

by saying something stupid

Like: I love you(I love you, I love you,...)

sang by an amateur for an actress...

Tears

I could hardly cry. Not even handle the truth.
Only to choke on myself. I wish to cry over something I've lost. But have I ever found it to lose it?

I wonder who instilled that thought "keep going".
It makes me to go without looking back.

I can't have the power to say I love You. Neither do I have the strength to anticipate the response.

I wish to hold your lips to mine. Yet I know it will never be mine.
Tears could solve the problem. But it reminds me as an act of cowardice.

I wonder what is the true self me. Will you be sent down to reflect on me.

Ohm Shukraya Namaha

Can I go for what I want?
Or would you label me arrogant?
Or find me confident?

I just want the man of my dreams to come to me and say...
You are the one... I've lost and found.

Lost and missed

Ever missed anything in life tremendously that it brings u near to tears.
Sometimes food really does wonders. If you know that the way to a man's heart is through his stomach, No You are not aiming any high but that is the spot....

Well thats a cliche. You can almost see it in movies.
The fish curry scene is one. Whereby our well known gaffer Sivaji Ganesan's acting in Mudhal Mariyaathai. Caught it on TV last week and yes that is a Classic Gold scene. Upon compelled to try the dish, he was brought to tears with ease.

And what about the movie Ratatouille. The signature dish brought the sterned upper lipped critic to reel back in memories. To his good ol' mom cooking. And then instant accreditions to the chef.

I too miss something like that. My grandmothers fish bone pepper soup. The unillustratable ingredients well blended to give me the kick. Till date none has cooked or even created it.

And also her love and attention I get without fail on Sunday mornings. At the market, there I'll heap on mangoes, chocs and chocs. Well even then aphrosidiac is on my mind always.

Lost her to Someone G(o)od and still miss(ing) her gifted moments and savours.

And many many others that I'll miss... and had lost...
Perhaps I can make up for it with the one I love.

HappY Mother's Day

There was a boy in town. Or it seems he's hardly in town. Due to money making process and regulating orders on the 22man field.

Looks like he has a tough date to match. His hitch to someone who would be well domesticated to his absence and mother's needs i guess.

There was a gal always in town. It seems she's always in town trying to be the talk of it. She feels that she's too settled and wants to get settled cos she deserves it.

She met the regulator for business deals. To smoothen his money making process. But the regulator showed in actions he is not keen on it but on the dealor(she). She realised he's full of fake and his smile was the best Hyena smile she ever seen.

And recollection of unpleasant DeJaVu experiences reeled in. She has no need to keep her cool.

She Lost Her Self

Message to nobody.

Pointer.

If you know what you want. Feel firm
If you know what you want and want to get it. Feel strong
If you know what you want and you know that you will end up in hot spot. Fuck yourself.
Don't harp on it.

Perhaps acting too smart isn't impressive.